"Give me one good reason why I shouldn't blow your head off right now faggot." He said to me pointing his gun at my face. I wasn't the least bit scared. Despite the fact that he had his gun pressed against my skull and his finger on the trigger I knew he wouldn't pull the trigger. Not because he was afraid, but because he couldn't.
"Because you love me." Was my simple reply. The entire gang laughed at me, including him. I just stood there and help my composure. I knew what I was talking about. After they sobered up he looked at me with a glint in eyes as if I had insulted him. I think I confused him.
"I ain't a fag like you white boy. I don't take it up the ass. I bet you do though." He chuckled. He was trying to hurt me. It wasn't possible. He still had the gun pressed against my head I still showed no fear.
"You love me, you just don't know it yet. It hasn't happened yet." After all, we are only sixteen. It would seem unrealistic for him to be in a gang at the age of sixteen but it's really not. "You're going to let me go."
"If I don't? You can't do anything about it." He said with a raised brow.
"You've got no choice. The police will be here in approximately ninety seconds which means that's how long you have to get away."
"You have balls. Telling me what to do and all. I hear no sirens. I think I'm going to just pull the trigger now any last words." He asked.
"Yes, you now have fifty seconds to get away." I heard sirens. He looked at me with wide eyes and put his gun in the back of his pants.
"Guys out of here!" He yelled to his crew. They quickly ran to their vehicles leaving just him and I. A true leader he was. He looked at me with a look that could kill. "We will meet again fag, and next time I'll have you sleeping with the fish."
"Twenty nine seconds." I said to him with a hint of amusement. He started running to his car but stopped and looked back at me.
"How'd you know?"
"You'll see in the future, but for now eleven seconds."
The Beginning of The Future
It was the same thing everyday. Wake up, go to school, go to "work", find a girl to fuck, fuck her, go home and go to bed, repeat. I never let anything get in the way of my schedule. Its the way I ran my life. At sixteen I was already the best at what I did. Don't get me wrong I wasn't the best in the state but I was the best in these streets. My streets. I had been doing it since I was twelve. In my opinion it was entirely too young but according to him It was just the right time. He had been doing it since that age too. He wants me to be like him, so when he retires he can have someone to continue his legacy. It'll be our legacy. Like father like son right?
Sitting here in front of him I listened to him drown on and on about how we had to "step our game up" so that our spot wouldn't be taken. He was always telling me the same damn thing. I've been doing this since I was twelve I think I knew what I was doing. I let him finish what he was saying and then I started to speak.
" Dad, i know what I'm doing. You've taught me well. We are gonna stay on top. Did you take care of the deal with Ace?"
"It's all taken care of son. All we need to do is stay on track, Don't let anything fuck with your head. We are so close. We meet him at the warehouse at three on Friday." His brown eyes glistened with mischief. He reminded me of a kid sometimes.
"I'm going to go, I still have things to take care of with Allion."
"Okay son, just be back in time for dinner."
"Will do dad." I said laughing.
I walked out of the office after texting Allion letting her know we needed to talk. She replied back seconds later asking about what. I text her back telling her to meet me at the Starbucks. Getting an okay I put my phone back in my pocket and walked to my car. I got in and put the key in the ignition and pulled out the driveway. Getting bored with the silence I turned on the radio. The way I am was playing so I just left it playing. Bobbing my head to the music. After about fifteen minutes I pulled up to the coffee shop. Getting out I walked in to see Allion already sitting with her cup of coffee. I walked towards her and sat at her table.
"Hey baby." She said leaning in to kiss me. I turned my head so she ended up kissing my cheek.
"Hey Allion." I said with a sigh.
"Whats wrong baby?" She questioned with a small pout.
"Nothing, I just really need to talk to you."
"Okay, whats up?"
"I cheated on you multiple times." Her smile faltered some.
"You did what?"
"I cheated on you."
"With who?" She said with a little anger in her eyes. Shes taking it better than I expected.
"Asia, Leona, Katerina, Jessica, Vanessa, Mi-"
"Okay enough. I don't want to here anymore," She said with anger and sadness in her voice."Why? Am I not good enough? Is it because I wouldn't have sex with you?" She cried.
"Men have needs and you weren't helping me with mine."
"Okay. I think its best if we just break up. Then you can fuck anyone you want." She said.
"All you have to do is come back to my place with me and then we can settle things there." I said to her.
"You are fucking crazy if you think i'm going to have sex with you after this. I love you, but you don't love me enough to keep your dick in your pants."
"You didn't love me enough to let me fuck you."
"Love isn't based on sex! Never has been, never will be. You won't understand how I feel until you have been hurt by someone you love. Really fucked up shit happens to good people. I hope to God nothing ever happens to you." She said getting up and walking away.
I sat there for about ten minutes before getting up and going to my car. Getting in I made my way to my bestfriends and right hand's house. A while later I pulled in his driveway. I got out and made my way to his door. Knocking on the door I waited until he answered the door. He open the door and all I saw was bare chest and let me tell you hot damn.. I mean eww. I must have been looking for too long because I heard him start talking.
"Are you done checking me out?" He asked with a smirk on his face.
"Haha you wish." I said letting myself in. I walked up to his room and laid on his bed.
"What the fuck do you think you're doing Jaye-cione?"
"I'm laying down on your bed Tear what does it look like?." Tear's real name was Jayce but in almost any gang it was a requirement to have a nickname. Every name given was based on what the person did. How much trouble they caused. His was Tear and it fit him well.
"It looks like you're about to get the hell off of my bed before I lay on top of you."
"I guess you're gonna lay on top of me then." I said not believeing he would. He walked over to his bed and got on the bed and laid on top of me. I'm not talking chest to back im talking naked chest to clothed chest. His chest was rock hard against mine. Not that I liked it. I'm not gay.
"Get your heavy ass off of me!" I yelled at him pushing against his chest.
"Or what?" He asked
"This can be classified as sexual harassment i'm only sixteen you're eighteen. I'm a minor." I said to him.
"It's not sexual harassment if you like it." He said before kissing me, getting off of me, and walking out the room. I sat there stunned before licking my lips. What the hell just happened? I got up and made my way downstairs to the kitchen where Jayce was making him a sandwich. His back was tense.
"Uh.. dude what the hell was that?" I asked voicing my thoughts.
"I was just joking. Nothing serious calm down i'm not a fag." He replied gruffly.
"Wanna play COD?" I asked trying to lighten up the mood.
"Yeah, come on." He said smiling. I followed him back up to his room. He put the game on and gave me a control.
"Before I forget we have to be at the warehouse on Friday at three."
"To meet Ace?"
"Does everyone else know?"
"Not yet I have to let them know." I replied.
"Are you ready?"
"I'm always ready. Are you ready?"
"Remember the deal?"
"Leave no witnesses?"
"Leave no witnesses."